You haunt my dreams, my waking hours, and my moments of peace
Finding your way into my words
My heart, my soul
I have no control
Your memory has a hold on me
Always there in spirit
But never reality
The ghost that lingers
Whispering in the wind
All that might have been

Final Goodbye


I crashed back into your life

Broken and vulnerable

Expecting you to pick up my pieces

Knowing you never could


You held me together

Until it was too much for you

I felt you start to back away

But we both knew you couldn’t stay


I am the fuel for your fire

Luring you in with temptation and desire

But filling you with guilt


I hear the words you don’t say

And fall apart

Your silence echos inside my mind


My anger couldn’t be contained

I blew the bridge up in a fit of rage

Destroying everything completely

Because coming back never ends well for me

False Fantasy

Captured by your masquerade
My heart went willingly into your cave
Beautiful lies setting my soul ablaze

Dreams turned to nightmares
As the mask fell away
Losing control
You knew you couldn’t stay

Left alone in the wreckage
I finally see the reality


You pulled me into your web

Masquerading as the twin to my flame

Capturing me by singing my praises

Your words touched my soul

And made me feel whole

Like a puppet master you twisted my heart strings

Pushing me to do things I’d never do

You lit me on fire with desire

Igniting reactions to watch me burn

Built me up just to watch me fall

Knowing it was never real is the hardest thing of all


You crept into my darkness
Shining your light
Sparking something deep inside

Words making me smile
Like a flower, I begin to bloom

Thoughts of you consume my mind
Breathing life into me
A little at a time

You fill up my empty spaces
With your kind affirmations